Today’s session was mostly taken up by me talking about my fear of coming out as non monogamous and gender questioning in the group.
I also brought up the issues from group this week. I talked about how the person saying that some people weren’t working as hard matched up with my own worries about what people were thinking of me, as well as my own worries that I’m not working hard enough in the group.
I don’t say much but it is hard work for me to be there and it is hard work to say the things that I do manage to say. I guess everyone is at their own stages with that.
My individual therapist encouraged me to share these thoughts with the person in next week’s group. I’ll see what I can do.