… To add to my last post.
I’ve just realised I haven’t even said what I wanted to say about this. That all these hospital visits were invasive. That they put things inside me and I didn’t know what they were doing and I was scared. Strangers would touch me at these appointments.
My body never felt like my own and it doesn’t now.
I wonder if it’s possible to find out my medical records from when I was a kid and know what they were doing and why?